fragilex mom blog

It is storming, lots of thunder and rain. I already slept 5 hours so I am up. I just read M D Andersons page about pancreatic cancer. I guess I`ll do just as well staying here to be treated. I don`t want to be alone in Houston. I guess I was super lucky that I had gallbladder trouble. Sounds like most goes undetected until it is too late to treat. It also sounds like I am very young to have it. Most people are 65-79 that have it. I guess that is to my advantage. I will also have to take some anti ulcer drug everyday for the rest of my life after surgery. Geez another pill to my arsnel. Oh well I`ll be thin, can`t be too thin or too rich, right? I`ll be glad when all this over. I am worried about the surgery though. Main complications are bleeding and infection. Well I will hope for the best thats about all I can do.