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Yesterday I went to walmart. When I was putting my groceries in the trunk I thought I heard something drop on the ground. I looked but didn`t see anything. I remembered I didn`t get any onions so I decided to go to greens and get some things. When I got to greens I couldn`t find my glasses. I drove back to walmart and parked in the same spot. I didn`t see my glasses so I went inside to see if anyone had turned them in. No one had so I went back out to the car. I looked again and found my glasses and they were fine. I can`t believe I didn`t run over them. I am so glad I found them. I didn`t want to buy new glasses right now.
Shana came and did a home visit.
I made a real good spagetti dinner and salad.
Tonight Danny goes bowling. I need to order his ball and stuff for xmas. I`m going to go back to bed for awhile.

Willie Nelson Blue Eyes Crying In The Rain lyrics


In the twilight glow I see
Blue eyes cryin' in the rain
When we kissed goodbye and parted
I knew we'd never meet again
Love is like a dyin' ember
Only memories remain
Through the ages I'll remember
Blue eyes cryin' in the rain
Some day when we meet up yonder
We'll stroll hand in hand again
In a land that knows no partin'
Blue eyes cryin' in the rain
Now my hair has turned to silver
All my life I've loved in vain
I can see her star in heaven
Blue eyes crying in the rain

a few zinnas still blooming 

new paint on the house 

my new compost bin, looks tacky but should do the job 

the Nix`s tree its so pretty  

some flowers are still hanging on  

crepe mertle in fall color 

i love his pics 

one of Dannys pics 

I have been busy and haven`t been blogging like I want to. Thanksgiving was hectic but fun. I posted some pictures, but somehow I lost some pics I took too. I hate when that happens.I guess I should reveiw when I`m taking pics and make sure they really are in the camera. Thanksgiving went well. Everyone had a good time and plenty of food to eat!!! Danny came running in the den saying a monkey was in his room, he was talking about Jacob it was so funny. Jeff Wolters brought me a bottle of Bailey`s which I thought was very sweet. Ken got me roses which was also very sweet!!! Mom and Christine were at dinner. I can`t help but wonder how many more Thanksgivings they will be at. I can`t believe I didn`t get pictures of them. God Thanksgiving day Ken went to the store and when he was coming home he found mom walking in front of our house. She walking to get cigarettes. I can`t believe she didn`t call me. She was mad Terry had her car. I told her she gave it to him and she no she didn`t.She also said last night she was going to start charging him rent. I told her I thought she should have been doing that for years.He is in Atlanta and will be back tomorrow. Of course he didn`t leave a note. God he pisses me off. Okay enough for now I`m going to play spades.

more pics  

thanksgiving continued 

thanksgiving  

cute pic of Danny 

Can`t believe I haven`t written. Well Thursday Tommy didn`t go to court because he was in jail. A dwi this time. I am so sick of all this. We didn`t go on our trip and I am so bummed out. We had to get out car out of impound and bail Tommy out. It`s all rather depressing! Ken and Tommy are going to paint the house. The sanded on it today.

I have a bunch of stuff to do tomorrow. I have to take Tommy to court at 9am. Then I have to go to the bank. Ken and I are going to walmart when he gets home from work. I`m going to bed now. I`ll write more tomorrow.

I haven`t writen in a few days. I javen`t been all that busy just haven`t felt like writing I guess. Not too much has been happening. We all played dominos Saturday night. The guys actually won.
Yesterday Tommy got arrested for a pack of papers. He was with Mark. He claims the cops had no reason to stop them. He called Susan to bail him out but she didn`t. She called me and told me. I told Ken who was pissed of course. Well Tommy called Nathan who did go get him. So now he owes Nathan $200. Today I had to drive him back to the Dalworthington police department because he didn`t have his tempory license. They didn`t have it there so I took him to get another. He went over to Susans to clean her pool to make some money. He has court Thursday and I have to take him. I have an appointment at the dermatologist tomorrow morning.
I made mom an appointment with the poditrist for next Tuesday.
It is supposed to get real cold tonight. I am not looking forward to that. Well thats about it for now.

"Texas, Our Texas"

Texas, Our Texas! all hail the mighty State!
Texas, Our Texas! so wonderful so great!
Boldest and grandest, withstanding ev'ry test
O Empire wide and glorious, you stand supremely blest.
(chorus)

Texas, O Texas! your freeborn single star,
Sends out its radiance to nations near and far,
Emblem of Freedom! it set our hearts aglow,
With thoughts of San Jacinto and glorious Alamo.
(chorus)

Texas, dear Texas! from tyrant grip now free,
Shines forth in splendor, your star of destiny!
Mother of heroes, we come your children true,
Proclaiming our allegiance, our faith, our love for you.

Chorus

God bless you Texas! And keep you brave and strong,
That you may grow in power and worth, throughout the ages long.
God bless you Texas! And keep you brave and strong,
That you may grow in power and worth, throughout the ages long.

I had the craziest dream last night. I had some reason I needed some money or something so I was in Fort Worth and this cop gave me this little hand held lawn mower. It fit on the palm of my hand hand kind of like a palm sander. It had little metal teeth like a flower frog and it cut the grass great. I was mowing the area between the street and the sidewalk with this little mower. i also had another thing strapped to my hand. At one point it came on and it was a little hand held tv/radio. The screen folded out kind of like a laptop but it was soft. Before I found the tv though I was mowing around peoples porches and under their porches. I hid from one guy. I talked to one woman and her little kid. She had two cats on her porch. I also mowed the grass on a semi`s trailer. It was a flat board trailer with some grass growing on it. After i got through hiding I ran across and the tv started working and some girl was telling me how it worked. She took me in her house and her sister tried to steal it. I finallt=y got it back and left. I walked out into a really beautiful garden. It had petunia trees. I asked about them and a woman said someone made them by grafting the petunias on them. The were lots of real pretty flowers in pots. In another part of my dream I was at a baseball game but it was indoors. Ushers came and starting passing trays of food down the aisles. It ended up piling up at my seat.Was some strange food. One thing was some green jello and whip cream and some other stuff on it. There were also eclairs and chocolate covered cherries.Some girl walked by and said hi Tracy but I didn`t know who she was. Then she started giving the weather forcast from the doorway. I asked whoever I was with if the girl was a weathergirl on Tv and she said she didn`t know. Then I was at some factory where there was a huge trough were they did something with these big metal poles. A friend was trying to feed this tube through and almost fell in. At the end of the dream I was going to go to my apartment but I didn`t have my key. Someone else went and got me one. Was a crazy dream for sure !!!

I took Danny to his bowling league last night and he did great. I think he bowled a 118 his first game and 105 his second. He is freaked out over the time change though because it gets dark so early. He doesn`t like the dark. He took a flash light in the car. After bowling we went out to the car and he refused to get in it because the top was down. Of course I started freakin out then I didn`t know what I was going to do. I got in the car and started putting the top up and I said "go go gadget top" he thought that was funny and he got in once the top was up. I got him a burger at burger box on the way home.
I played cards until the wee hours again.I went back to bed after Danny went to school and slept late. I had weird dreams again. This time I was on a boat with some kid. Someone in another boat was shooting at us. Our boat drifted to shore and we got off. We were going to our room and some woman was handing out magazines with recipes. She asked me if I was pregnant and in my deafness I said yes. She ask if it was a boy or girl and I ignored her. Then I was somewhere else with Ken and I was supposed to teach Dave Smith to jump a horse. I didn`t want to so I said there wasn`t a horse he could ride. And ken said what about so and so. I said no I couldn`t. I said wait until we get back home and then I would and I told Dave his friends could visit him in the hospital in case he gets hurt.
When I woke up for the second time at 11:00 I started sneezing and I still am. I think I have a cold.

I had some crazy dreams last night. I can`t remember it all but I do remember there was a vampire in it. He tried to bite me but it didn`t work so then he bit someone else. Also we were doing this thing with fire. Some guy and I were on a rattan rug and put lighter fluid it on. Then i threw a match on it and it started to burn but not a huge fire.
Last night I got so mad at Tommy. Mark called me and said they had taken Tommys keys as he was too drunk to drive. Then Tommy walks in an hour or so later. Then he wanted to leave again and I wouldn`t let him. I even had to wake Ken up to get the keys. He didn`t look really drunk to me but I wasn`t going to take any chances.
Karen comes today to work with Danny, then he has bowling tonight.

I haven`t written in a couple days. Ken and Tommy are going to the Nascar race today at Texas motor speedway. I`m glad they will be out of my hair. I am going to plant the rest of the daffodils. I planted 30 yesterday and have 30 plus more to plant.
I had really strange dreams last night that I am trying to remember.I need to keep some paper next to bed and write them down when I wake up during the night.
Ken is making breakfast so I am going to go for now. I`ll write more later.

Chain Of Fools


Chain, chain, chain
(Chain, chain, chain)
Chain, chain, chain
(Chain, chain, chain)
Chain, chain, chain
(Chain...chain...chain..)
(Chain of fools)

For five long years
I thought you were my man
But I found out, I'm just a link in your chain
Oh, you got me where you want me
I ain't nothin but your fool
Ya treated me mean
Oh you treated me cruel

Chain, chain, chain
(Chain, chain, chain
Chain of fools)

Every chain, has got a weak link
I might be weak child, but I'll give you strength
Oh, babe
(Woo, woo, woo, woo)
You told me to leave you alone
(Ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo)
My father said 'Come on home'
(Ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo)
My doctor said 'Take it easy'
(Ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo)
Oh but your lovin is just too strong
(Ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo)
I'm added to your
Chain, chain, chain
(Chain, chain, chain)
Chain, chain, chain
(Chain chain, chain)
Chain, chain, chain
(Chain...chain...chain...)
Chain of fools

Oh, one of these mornings
The chain is gonna break
But up until the day
I'm gonna take all I can take, oh babe

Chain, chain, chain
(Chain, chain, chain)
Chain, chain, chain
(Chain, chain, chain)
Chain, chain, chain
(Chain...chain...chain...)
(Chain of fools)

Oh!
(Chain, chain, chain, chain, chain, chain, chain)
(Chain, chain, chain)
Oh-oh!
(Chain, chain, chain, -ain, ain, ain, ain)
Your chain of fools
FADES-
Oooooooooooooooooh......

All The Good Times Are Past And Gone
By Bill Monroe


I wish to the lord I'd never been born
Or died when I was young
I never would have seen your sparkling blue eyes
Or heard your lying tongue

All the good times are past and gone
All the good times are o'er
All the good times are past and gone
Little darling don't weep no more

Don't you see that turtle dove
That flies from pine to pine
He's mourning for his own true love
Just like I mourn for mine

Come back, come back my own true love
And stay awhile with me
For if ever I've had a friend in this world
You've been that friend to me

LOL I love the pictures he takes 

another of Dannys pictures 

Danny took a picture of his slinky 

and more plants 

More plants I brought in 

Ewww spooky 

I guess I should put the halloween stuff up 

Hybiscus is blooming in the den. I had to bring my houseplants in since the weather is so crazy. 

Ken is really upset with Tommy and I am too. It does not seem like he wants to change. He better learn how to kiss some ass if he plans on staying here. He did go see his grandma which was sweet. He does have some endearing qualities at least.
I don`t know what to fix for dinner. Grrrrr I am sick of cooking dinner! I need to get some propane. I think I`ll go later when Frankie comes. Well Danny will be here in a minute, I guess I`ll go.

I woke up at 6 and got Danny ready for school. I played some spades then cleaned house. Ken and Tommy got home around 3:15. Karen came and took Danny to blockbuster and on a walk. I went to walmart. I took Danny bowling at 5:30. It was his first time in his league. He seemed to have a good time. After we got back I went and got his prescription. Now I am just relaxing. Well I was relaxing. Tommy just came in with some kid I don1t know. Joey somebody. Joey did say he`d keep Tommy out of trouble. I can only pray. Spades room is a big drama at the moment not that that is anything new. Ok thats all for now.

Tommy called. His case was moved to another court and he has to go back in a month or so. They went back to Tommy`s apartment and loaded up the truck. Ken said they look like Sanford and Son. He also said it looked like they would get rained on. They went up to Dover and Tom gave Tommy his last check and $200. extra. Hugged him and said he loved him. Ken said Tom seemed like a good guy. Too bad Adam is so screwed up. They could of had a sweet deal there. Well at any rate they are on their way back home. Ken said it will be sometime tomorrow when they will be back and he will call me tonight.
Danny stayed home from school today. He said he has a cold but thats what he always says when he wants to stay hjome. He played on here most of the day. I have been doing laundry and cooking a quish for mom and me.
Greg is here to take me to get the Caprice. I have to go.

another picture he took 

Danny took this picture 

I guess I forgot to write yesterday. Ken left for Ga. yesterday morning. I had to take care of getting the car towed. I finally had it towed to Ream`s. It should be ready today. I didn`t have many trick or treaters last night so I have lots of candy left over. Greg and Christine came over yesterday and Greg made Christine a key lime pie for her birthday. I got her that little frog with wings from Green`s.
I had the weirdest dreams last night. I think I killed someone or maybe I just found some bodies I don`t really know. I was also in a boat. I think I was with Richard, Sue`s old boyfriend. He flipped the boat over and thought it was real funny. Then I had a weird dream about George W. I was having an affair with him. I also challenged some girl to a race. Thank God Ken called me at 5 am. and woke me up. Oh yeah i woke up in the middle of the night and I was on the other side of the bed from where I started out. I guess my crazy dreams had me moving.
Anyway Ken woke me up at 5. He called back around 5:30 lost as could be. I had to direct him to Tommys using yahoo maps. He did find Tommys finally. I hope they found the court house ok.
Danny stayed home from school today. I have no idea when he woke up but he was up when I got up at 5. Later today I have to go get the Caprice and Dannys medicine. Ok thats all for now.