fragilex mom blog

I just ate a good peach!!! Gaye brought me some peaches and candy yesterday.
My abcesses are almost healed. I think I`m going to go swimming tomorrow. I need some exercise but it is still real hot out.
I take the dogs to the vets Tuesday to see if they have ringworm. Wed. I go to Dr.Lyons.The wound nurse comes tomorrow

Well once again I haven`t been writting much. I went to Dr Lyons today and he opened another abcess. I`m glad I took a pain pill before I went. My cousin George called me yesterday. It was good talking to him. He is going to make Ken a ring. I think I will give it to him on our anniversary. It will be 25 years. Tomorrow Danny has to go to the dr and get presciption. He also has bowling tomorrow night. I got the name of the cancer shrink from Lyons today. I need to call and make an
appointment. I cry so easy it isn`t even funny.Last night i thought Cookie hurt herself jumping off the bed . She flopping around and limping but she is ok. It really scared me at first. Well it is getting late I`m going to go to sleep.

I went to Dr Lyons yesterday. He is so nice, he says he thinks about me everyday. He says my lung is fine, just scared. He opened another abcess on my tummy. I am trying to do more and not lay in bed so much. I got up early and watered my flowers. I am still throwing up some and I`m really tired of it. I go through phases of being depressed. I feel ok today.

I think my right lung is messed up. I asked the nurse about it and she said there was deminished lung sounds. I think I go to to the Dr tomorrow so I`ll talk to him about it.My wounds are healing but slowly. It is so hot there is noway I can exercise outside.

I haven`t writen much lately. I just haven`t felt like it. I am feeling better. The dr opened up that big abcess but it is draining some. I have been pretty depressed even though I am trying to be positive. Last night Danny got all ready to go bowling. We drove up there then he refused to get out of the car. He can be so frustrating at times. Mrs. Tillman and Mrs Mavvaji are coming to visit tomorrow.

I feel a lot better. My appite is back. I have been able to eat just about anything without any trouble. We did have chinese food tonight I wasn`t crazy about. My skin is sore from all the tape.My trach is healed up and at least I don`t have to cover it up anymore. I am really tired of the abcess on tummy . I have to change the dressing at least 6 times a day, I`m sure its more. Sue and Mike came over tonight and we played dominos. Sue and I won:) Well I took my ambian so i guess I will hit the hay.

I went to the onocologist today. Dr Adams. He seems real nice.I cried like a baby all day . It all seems like a bad dream. I haven`t been sleeping well at all. I did just wake from a 3 hour catnap that I badly needed. Food still doesn`t taste right. I am sick of hauling that wound vac around. I guess I am going to start chemo when Lyons says I can. I just hope it doesn`t make me too sick. Danny didn`t go to bowling tonight. Ken and I are were just too tired to take him. He is glad I`m home.

i am feeling better everyday. i got another tube out today. He also dug around on an abcess. now i am just hooked up to the wound vac. The wound nurse was supposed to come today but hasn`t. I am still exhausted. Dr says I have between 24 and 30 months. At least statisicly.I hope he is wrong. I go to the cancer center Wed.

I am doing good but I sure am tired. I am trying to eat more. I hope I get the rest of my tubes outs this week. I keep finding out more and more about what happened in the hospital since I don`t rememeber anything.