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Sunday, April 30, 2006
Danny did great at special olympics. I wish I had been there but I just don`t think it would have done me any good. He got a gold medal in softball throw and silver in 50 meter walk. I am so proud of him.
Sue and Becky brought me a bunch of pretty plants. New Guinea Impatients and reg impatients and 2 bogevillas and mandavilla and a hybisicus and some other stuff.
Ken helped Greg and Chrirtine pack up their trailer. They came over here for a while and ate and took showers. I am going to miss them a bunch.
I was so tired when everyone left last night. I tried to watch wedding crashers but I slept through most of it. I keep waking up at 5 am too. That is so unlike me!!!
Sue and Becky brought me a bunch of pretty plants. New Guinea Impatients and reg impatients and 2 bogevillas and mandavilla and a hybisicus and some other stuff.
Ken helped Greg and Chrirtine pack up their trailer. They came over here for a while and ate and took showers. I am going to miss them a bunch.
I was so tired when everyone left last night. I tried to watch wedding crashers but I slept through most of it. I keep waking up at 5 am too. That is so unlike me!!!
Saturday, April 29, 2006
Friday, April 28, 2006
I feel a lot better today now that I have recovered from that wierd dream.Lynn, Greg , Natalie,Terry, Sue and Summer and Becky came by tonight. Sue brought over Gregs cookies and brownies. I had one cookie and it was good and didn`t upset my tummy.I just took my pills. I have it down to three and a half pills. I started back on my effexor because I am pretty depressed. I hope special olympics is rained out. Danny is saying he doesn`t want to go. I hate when he does that because he loves getting those medals. I guess he just gets anxious. Even if they have it I don`t think I`ll go. I know it would really wear me out. Ken and Amy said they will take him.
worst nightmare
I just had the worst night mare. I am sure it is from the meds. I dreamed I was at Sues. We were all the attic and there were openings in it and Dammy was about 2 and running around like crazy and throwing a fit. So I said I had to leave and Amy said I could drive her car, It wasn`t her car though it was a friends of hers. As soon as I started driving it was obvious it had no brakes. And I couldn`t get it stopped even though I had turmed it off and had it in park with emergency brake on I finally stopped it by running it into a wall. Not only was Amy and Danny in the car but Summer and Candice too and some dog. There were a bunch kids hanging out in the parking lo. After talking with them and some girl trying to sell me a piece of wrapping paper for $10.00. I got back in the car and they pushed and sent me on another horrifing ride. Then i drove into like an alley and ran into another building and it stopped.It was a church and i said that church just saved my life. Sue and mom came to rescue us but she didn`t drive. They got a ride with 7 midgets. So no car and we couldn`t leave. Then mom got on her hands and knees and started craling away.I finally got her and carried her ito the chuch and they were having a craft sale, so I layed her down on a quilt and covered her up. I ALSO DREAMED MY MOUTH WAS FULL OF PEANUT BETTER AND i couldn`t spit it all out . Was a horrible scarey dream.
Thursday, April 27, 2006
I had my gallbladder out
I had my gallbladder out Tuesday. I was in so much pain Tuesday night.Really bloated with gas. Wed the went down my throat and put a shunt in my common bile duct because it was restricted. Dr says I might have pancreatic cancer. They did a CT scan Tuesday night. The got scrappings or brushings is what he called it out of my bile duct to biopsey. And the did blood work to look for a couple markers. I`ll get the results next week. He said it is one of the most aggressive cancers. We are freakin out. I sure hope I don`t have it. If I do they will do a whiffle procedure where they take the head of the pancreas, part of small intestine, spleen and I`m not sure what else. It is a 7 hour, 2 surgeon and 3 to 4 weeks I the hospital. Well on the brightside I quit smoking.I am starting to feel better tonight. Finally my tummy is waking up so I am not so bloated :) Well this is all I`m going to write tonight.
Saturday, April 22, 2006
I have been having fun with the scanner. The pictures of Amy and Kristal I took last night. They came over before they went out.Amy told me the funniest story about Summer that I can`t repeat on here, but if you know me ask and I will tell you.
I still feel crummy. I am almost looking forward to Tuesday and getting my gallbladder out. We are having a going away party for Greg and Christine tomorrow.I think I may go to Hare`s later and get some plants. I planted a bunch of begonias yesterday.
I still feel crummy. I am almost looking forward to Tuesday and getting my gallbladder out. We are having a going away party for Greg and Christine tomorrow.I think I may go to Hare`s later and get some plants. I planted a bunch of begonias yesterday.