fragilex mom blog

It is so hot. I went to Greens today and got a bunch of good fruit and veggies. I am going to make dinner soon. Going to bbq some chicken and have new potatos and corn on the cob. I`m going to make a big salad too.
Tomorrow Shawna is coming to see Danny and I have to take mom to the eye doctor.
Well I guess I`ll get busy.

I had weird dreams last night ...lots of water and kids swimming in slime, and shopping. Oh well I am not even looking that one up. I went to the doctor and had another biopsy on my face. She said to use the aldara another 2 weeks. I go back in a month for another biopsy.
I talked to Sue today. She told me Tony flipped out and accused Blake of screwing Crystal. And Blake told Tony he was gay. I got a good laugh from that. Its obvious Blake is gay. He outted himself to avoid an ass kicking.
Not much else to write today. I`m still feeling blue.

everything is growing in spite of the heat  

morning glories  

first passion flower of the season  

I went to the fragile x support group today. Found out the real name of the group is the North East Texas Fragile X Syndrome resouce group. there was maybe 25-30 people there. The presenter was Debra Kwan from the National Fragile X foundation. It was a good presentation even though the computer was working right. She pretty much told about the history and workings of the foundation. She told about the resources available. I also talked to her about Ot since she is an OT. I showed her Danny`s supposed OT evaluation results and she agrees with me its a joke. I guess I will call the ad. building and talk to someone.
I`m really feeling depressed. I feel so stressed out and feel like i`m getting royally fucked around. The damn doctor canceled my appointment Friday and I really needed that appointment. He just has no idea how hard it is for me to even go to the doctor. I go about my stupid lip tomorrow.
Jamie called and she is going to arrested and Gay called and her mom died. So maybe I shouldn`t be such a titty baby I guess things could be alot worse.

Monday we went to court for Danny`s guardianship. It went as expected. We are now Dannys guardians.

I haven`t felt like writing all week. I haven`t done much to write about anyway.I went to stage west tonight and saw (sic), a play. It was good. I almost always like the plays i see there. Danny, Frankie and I went swimming today and it was fun. I don`t know what we will do tomorrow. I would like to go swimming again but I don`t know if I can get Danny to go. I guess I have writers block. Lets see , Dr. Hoffman canceled my appointment. I guess I will call one day next week and go. Sunday I am going to Irving for the fragile x support group meeting. And thats all the excitemnet I have planned. God my life is boring!!

my other black cat  

sammy wants out  

half eaten cake  

chocolate cake for fathers day  

made a cake  

the buda pug  

kitchen dog  

Ernie waiting for dinner 

I went to Hare`s and finally used my mothers day gift certificate. I got some purslance and petunias and a trailing geranium, some impaitence , a blue wonder and some mose rose. I got all thats for $25.98. I think i did good. I got all the hanging baskets planted and they look pretty good. I need to go back and get some more stuff for the new flowerbed. Im` bored now. I think I`ll make a vodka collins. Spades isn`t so much fun right now. There is this whole lobby drama thing happening. I guess I`ll make a drink and go play a game or two.

summer 

amy 

Sue`s deck 

black dog on white floor  

Amy  

Crystal, birthday girl 

the pool from the deck 

Ok i missed writing yesterday. I went swimming yesterday with Danny and Frankie. Tom and Kay were there with 2 of his daughters and his grandson. Then Amy and the girls came over. Danny did better than I expected. He stayed and swam for 2 hours. He told me today he wanted to go then when I was all ready he said NOOO. Made me so mad. Oh well I`m going over there later.

Last nights dreams were really strange. I don`t even want to write what it was....lol. But the dream book said I am hanging onto negative past experiences. Sheesh like I don`t know that. I also dreamed about kissing someone, I half way think it was Danny Anderton but I`m not sure. The book said kissing is affection, warmth, communication but it also says kiss of betrayal. Hmmm was just a strange dream.
Danny is out with Frankie right now. They are going to the mall and all the regular places. Tomorrow we are going swimming. Tomorrow afternoon I am taking the puggies to the vet. Ears and asses. Same old same old.
Ken and I are going out to eat as soon as he gets home.I am ready and hungry!!!

I dreamed I was at this guys house on a lake. I was trying to go swimming but couldn`t find a good place to go into the water. Some kids swam up and got out of the water and played with Danny. I was going to go swimming and this time I didn`t have a swimming suit top on so I went inside to find a top. I had a suit case with a bunch of old swimming suits in it. Like every swimming suit I have ever owned. At one point I was driving my horse trailer up a ramp and I steered wrong and the trailer went off the ramp. I also dreamed this guy had a poster about Oklahoma farmland and that Gayle Tyler had the same poster. It was strange because I don`t think Gayle has this poster. Gayle did go to OU though. I also dreamed I went out to dinner with a bunch of people. Ok the dream book says if pulling a trailer its lugging unnecessary weight. Swimming is about learning emotional lessons. The water in the lake was muddy which shows my emotional state. The dream book also says nude is totally open and exposed , not hiding who or what you are. Good symbology. Well I was only half nude.

mmm can`t wait until the peaches are ripe  

I wish I had writen this morning when I woke up because i have forgotten my dream from last night. I will have to write earlier tomorrow. Tommy is going back to Ga tomorrow. It was nice having him home for a couple days. I played suicide all night. Frankie comes in the morning so I better get to sleep.

Almost all stripped  

here comes the sun  

Danny on the computer  

Flowers in the backyard  

Tommy again  

tommy and the dogs